This post wont have anything to do with wolf RP so feel free to read if you care.

Last night I had a crazy ass nightmare that just thinking about is giving me the willies :/ I drempt that I was sleeping in my brothers room at my parents house with Zev. Zev was faced away from me, his back toward me and when I woke up I was like freaking out. I looked over by the door and saw a shadow streching up the wall. The shadow was of a tall man, litterally like, all legs with a tophat and a cane (totally uncle sam looking) In the dream I started remembering stuff I had read on facebook (i dont know why it was facebook) but someone had posted something about the "Tall Man" being in their house tormenting their kid. It was weird. Well I opend my eyes again (in the dream) and the shadow had shifted to being right infront of me and it was looking at me. I freaked out and woke myself up for real by gasping in fear. I was shaking and sweating.. totally freaking out trying not to look at the walls in Zev's room. Zev was laying the same way he was in my dream. I dont know why, maybe it was instinct or just human nature but I felt an unbearable -need- not want, -need- to be in his arms. So I forced him to roll over and I curled up on his chest (zev is a heavy sleeper lol) but he put his arms around me and I instantly felt better but I was still so freaked out I couldnt fall back asleep for nearly an hour.

Weird huh?

Im curious. When I don't like someone I tend to remove them from any friends list and pretty much all together avoid them. Am I wrong? At what point did disliking someone account for -adding- someone to your friends list and going out of your way to add someone somewhere? So I gave out my LJ info on the pack channel and got a bunch of adds. One was from Nesche. I recognized the name but didn't think to much on it. The journal had nothing on it so I figured it was just one of my members under a different name. Then, I swear to god like a sack of rocks it hit me. I know where I knew the name from. Its She-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named's friend Stephany. I personally have never had a problem with the chick, except that it was annoying that she would join the pack, show up once or twice and then poof into oblivion just to show up some weeks/months later under a different name. Other then that, Seriously, I barely know the girl. Well when I had asked other earlier if they knew who Nesche is on LiveJournal someone had pointed me to a Deviantart account. I went threw my logs to find the DA account mostly to confirm that its the right person and sure as shit she was talking to Moonweaver and I see posts like this:

_{Honestly, just ignore Shiiake/Shiake (shit I don't pay enough attention to her to know which it is... ).
:I Completely ignore her; the only way to end this fuming shit of a bitch-fest is to just end it by getting the last laugh. Don't remove her from your friends list, or anything like that, just ignore her. Let her watch our pack flourish when hers falls just like we know it will. She will get nowhere with this "I rule all; obey my rules or get the fuck out" kind of attitude. We both know the obvious. Let her watch us and ignore ANYTHING she says. It just says that you're fucking done with her shit.}


Really?! WTF DID I DO TO HER!? The way to end the "fuming shit of a bitch-fest" is to PULL YOUR HEAD OUT OF MY ASS AND DONT INVOLVE YOURSELF IN SHIT THAT DOESNT INVOLVE YOU! Freaking A you people are so freaking ignorant it hurts and again with you people and the "Your way wont work" crap ~ Are you fucking blind? I mean I thought She-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named was talking out of her ass when she was talking about the health of SB but Stephany? WTF?! This chick is never even around the pack to know wtf is going on e.e she might as well paint a face on her butt and just use farting as means of talking cause thats about the equivilat to what she is doing. I dont know which pack these people are looking at but SweetBreeze is doing just fine. We are happy, active, bonded, and all around in good health even with the Holidays. So seriously why dont you all worry about your own packs. I sorta figured She-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named would create another pack somewhere but I dont really care either way. If it survives, cool, if not, whatever, it has no effect on me. Im not going to watch you dolts do anything e.e because I dont like you and thus ignore you completely, yet while your there talking shit about me you add me to LiveJournal ?? Wtf? My guess is like She-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named, Stephany added me just so she can keep up with the things that I say which to me is like "Looking for drama much?" you know you dont like me nor the things I have to say so why would you go out of your way to see those things? e.e Jesus.

Next what the fuck is with people trying to discourage people from my pack?! Here I am being a GOOD alpha, encouraging my wolves to get out there and see other packs and you guys have to say stupid shit? My wolves ask about other packs, this is what I say

LoreWeavers - Honestly I have not spent much time there so I have nothing to say.
SilverNights - Hardcore realism, no talking
Soulwolves - Different roleplay style - tend to do sentences not paragraphs (not a bad thing, just possibly something they are not use to)
SilverMists - As far as I have seen from visiting - no one is there but check it out
WolfSpirits - Awsome, active for the most part

Its funny though, Most alphas discourage their members and even new people from checking out other packs. They fail to mention that there are other packs out there or do not permit wolves to stray from their channels. Its very sad really.

<3 I love Wolf RP. Keep it coming guys. I could use more laughs <3

 

So funny story. I was apparently uninformed that Hunter and I are no longer friends o.o She broke the rules, I banned her from the SB channels ( not like thats a big deal as its usually -me- visiting -her- ) Then she goes and writes a BIG LJ about how my style of leading is bad and will lead to disharmony. You do what you want in your pack, ill do what I want in mine. If I have a problem with someone I will tell whoever I want. Jezabell broke the rules and her emo attitude annoys people. No one is just agreeing with me, we talked to her the night before the incident about now her constant OMG THE WORLD IS ENDING attitude was getting annoying. There is no disharmony within my pack, thanks for the concern though. So then the conversation went way in a new direction about how the age of a character effects their ability to roleplay with the pack. Like with the talking thing, when Azarra came in and said her character was Telepathic and I was like "well duh we all are" and others were like "no we really talk" it came to our attention that there was some confusion on the matter so we took it to Council and discussed it and came to a group conclusion that all speaking between wolves is telepathic. Same with the age thing. It was firmly decided that no wolf that is a member of SB may exceed 9 years of age. No you dont need to kill the character- you must simply play a new one. Then the topic came up with Tsume about if he was still aloud to visit dispite the obnoxiously unrealistic age in which he wanted his character to live. At the time I said no, mostly because it was Tsume and mostly because that would make sense, but again since the topic came up, I took it to Council. We decided that you CAN visit after age 9 but like if you visit past age 6, our elder rules apply. You may not hunt/spar with the pack. So now apparently I was suppose to go farther then putting it in the topic but now apparently I was suppose to run around informing all the elder members of SB (no matter how often they visit SB) that they are able to roleplay with us. "I thought we were friends why didnt you tell me?" Because you hardly visit anyway so why bother? Kovo is my friend and i didnt run around trying to tell her, or Silverlune or any other elder wolves. Sorry your not special. e.e If one of the people that CONSTANTLY visit SB was an elder then sure I would have made an effort to tell them but since my elderly wolfen friends are infrequent visitors I didn't see a point. Sorry. Now apparently I am a bitch and  liar and I need to disban SB so I can be just like Shoga :D I love when people have nothing else to say to defend themselves so they resort to pointing fingers and finding a different topic but it was also nice to get a complement, I apparently am just like Shoga! Sweet! I always wanted to be a good alpha. Sure I have my faults but no ones perfect, not even those on their high horses that see fit to talk about how other packs ways are wrong :x even those mighty beings have faults :O *GASP* <3 I love wolf roleplay drama <3

I am Shitler!!! Hear me rawr!!!! I rule my pack with an Iron paw and whip!!! Looook in to my eyes so I can brainwash you into being my minion!!!!!! Everywolf generously apply chapstick while I assume the position for you all to kiss my fluffy white butt!!! *Offers some extra chapstick to Chandler* You get extra :D Bow down to me or OFF WITH YOUR HEAD!! (or into the oven, depends on my mood)